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Name: John
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 4/8/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: My interest are BUGS Im a bug geek J/k hahaha well im really dedecated to church i like marshal arts because it is relaxing and and enjoy rock-pop music it keeps me hyper ya know??and pretty much thats it. or theres more but i cant remember
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Expertise: I am a expert in magical powers ahahah i dont what im an expert in mabe BUGS!!! Whoop Whoop!!
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  huskyb0y
Member Since:
12/29/2003
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| "Pots And Soil"
Filling an empty pot with another pot's soil.
What will become of the pot that useto be filled.
No more will any seeds grow, no more roots will spread, and
no more will the sun be needed shine over head.
Even if the soil, so rich and beautiful.
Even if it grows a lovely plant.
What will become of that pot thats now empty?
It will feel terrible to experiace such a fate.
All because of one pot just wanted to be filled.
I'll just leave my pot empty,
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| hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i noticed everytime i write in this thing, its all about girls LOL!! well............ just the recent bloggs i guessss...... its weird even though i dont like her anymore, she still appears in my dreams. its starting to get scary. me and my cousin Kris like the same girlll, its all good we cousins, and besides the best man wins right?? hahhaha well in this dreammm.......................................................... i forgot. nvmmmm
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| my heart hurts stilll....... Please send another instrument to help me
with this pain......... its all good................... i deserve
it......
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| today i just came from church, and the lesson had
some good points, but it was extremely short hahaha. oh well. today at
church i saw her again. its weird when u are looking straight at
someone into the eye with a friend u ususally say hi. but usually she
looks away rolling her eyes to the right or left. i wonder if im still
considered as a friend to her. today i also had some flash backs due to
the recent drama that had occured. this drama set me back to my days of
depression where during the flash back. lost memorys has been
recovered, ive always wondered y i never really put my arms around a
girl, even the ones that were my girlfriends. this memory explans it
alll, but then again this memory isnt something to be happy about. its
a dark and shocking memory, and as if right now its still bothering me.
i cant really do anything about it. i can ask God to take away the
pain. but that event of that has occured in my memory will forever
stay. the only thing i can do is live with it.
no one can help me out in this problem. or my pasted
problems. the only one who ever came close was, my ex girlfriend who
was such a gift from God. it was such a shame that it ended so soon
though. goshhhhhh....................
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| From now on, i will be using this thing every night to sum up my day. i
just came back from gym trying to ease up a stressfull day of hw, life
and all that typical teen stuff. just recently my mind flashed back to
my depressing times of suffering, i dont know y it just flashed now,
but i can take it. its not like the real thing all over again,
just a flashback of the past.
I'am starting a new book, i wrote one short one so
far for an exgirlfriend of mine about how she made me become a better
person and all that junk.i wrote that thing in one night which was
about 24 pages long. i kinda made that story alittle to corny hahaha
but HEY!! i was up untill 5 in the morning with writers block hahahah.
oh well.
The jadenotebook project is still in the process, i
just got my drum set this week. the brand is verve, its an ok drumet
for a someone who just started. so far the members of the band is me,
and justin. I've been working on guitar melodys and lyrics for quite
some time now. i just hope justin focuses more when it comes to band
pratices.
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